When I was a kid, I didn’t have a laptop, iPod, Blackberry, PS3, Wifi or iPads. I played outside with friends, bruised my knees, made up stories and played hide and seek. I ate what my mom made. I would think twice before I said “no” to my parents. Life wasn’t hard, it was good & I survived. Kids these days are spoiled. Re-post this if you appreciate the way you were raised. I think we were happier kids.

Dumb bitches

So I’ve seen several “about me” videos, or whatever you would like to call it that chicks post on tumblr. They don’t say a word, just have everything written down on pieces of paper. This really annoys the hell out of me because they put three words on one fucking piece of paper! Seriously, talk about a waste. I’m not at all hardcore for the “go green” thing but really wasting that much paper is kinda really stupid. 

One of them I saw was this chick who was just looking for attention, talking about so much negative shit, and how she’s hated what she is turning into. Well then fucking change it! Don’t just complain about it seeking sympathy from others because you sure as hell arn’t getting it from me. She contradicted herself so many damn times saying how everyone is prettier than her but then at the end of the video said wrote “thank you all for making me feel beautiful”. Ummm ok? Oh, and she thinks about dying a lot. For what good reason? None. Seriously looking for some attention and I laugh! 

Success

My boyfriend and I have finally got ourselves “costumes” we’re going to be a mafia. I actually like this a whole lot better than the Greek god/goddess idea. I would have been fun though since this is a frat party we’re going to. Will upload some pictures of us dressed up.

• Wilson:  *coming back with food* You told me you gave them your credit card.
• House:  You were dumb enough to believe me.

Failure and happiness

Tonight my boyfriend and I were working on our costumes for Halloween, we were going to be a Greek god and goddess, well that idea is out the window now because we couldn’t make togas, especially for me. We’re thinking of now going as a mafia, we’ll see how that goes, I guess we won’t know what we’re gonna be till Saturday.

On a higher note, yesterday was our 9 month anniversary. We didn’t do anything grand because we both had exams today and were too busy studying and doing homework, but this Friday and Saturday we’re planning on going to dinner and perhaps seeing a movie or something. Maybe we’ll just drink or get high, I don’t know.

I really need a tripod for my camera, so much better for night shots. Man I love photography.

Hello winter

Our power went out last night for over an hour, secretly I actually like when there is a power outage. I love having candles light the rooms in the condo and the smell they give off and you also have to find something to do without power. I must admit, I really do hate taking showers in the dark, you can’t see anything, this was the second time I’ve taken a shower during a power outage at night, but all in all I had a good time.

So I don’t know when the official first day of winter is this year but today sorta felt like it. When I went outside to go to class it was around 37 degrees and the ground wet. When arriving to school there was snow on the ground. I guess goodbye fall and hello winter! I hope I will enjoy winter because as you may know I’m not quite fond of the cold and driving in the snow or shoveling it (but luckily I don’t have to yet). It was a good day to spend sitting next to the fire and relax with a nice cup of hot chocolate and marshmallows!

So now that the seasons are changing I’m hoping to get out and take some nice photos with my Nikon D90 camera. I will post them whenever I get to taking some. I’m quite excited to get back into photography because it is such a wonderful thing to take up as a hobby. 

I’m quite excited for this weekend, as you know, it’s Halloween. I have plans on going to a party hosted by my boyfriends fraternity ΣΧ. We are going to be dressed up as the greek gods Athena and Zeus. It’ll be the first “official” party that I will attend by the fraternity.

Tomorrow is an exciting date, it’ll be 9 months spent with my boyfriend. We both think about when we first met and it seems so long ago, yet the time that we’ve spent together has gone by so fast. I wonder what he is going to do as a surprise because Cam never fails at surprising me. Whatever it is, I’m just happy that I get to call him my boyfriend and I wish us a long and loving relationship.

Day by day

I have realized that in these past 18 years nothing is guaranteed, things come together and things fall apart. You don’t know what will be until it is… or was. What has happened doesn’t matter, what will happen doesn’t matter, at least in the long run, what does matter is what is happening, right now. I’ve learned to enjoy the moment that I’m living in and not live in the past or get too far ahead in the future because I can’t change what happened and I don’t know what the future will hold. 

These last few years have been the best and the worst moments of my life and I’m happy to say I’ve gotten to experience them both. The best moments help me day by day and the worst help me become a stronger person, physically and most important mentally. I think, a lot, every single moment of every day my mind is wondering about so many things, some may think it’s strange but I think people don’t use their mind enough. I thrive on mentality, knowledge and psychology. 

As I sit here and write in this moment I know that I love what I have and couldn’t be happier, books to read, music to listen to, a loving boyfriend to love and to receive love from and a life too live to the fullest with no doubts, no regrets and no guarantees.